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fisme_nasu) wrote2008-12-10 11:27 am
fisme_nasu) wrote2008-12-10 11:27 am
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It's all set up - Ben starts daycare on Monday. This makes me fidgety because he's being very bad and needy today and I wish he could go NOW. Bren's office assigned new lunch hours today and he won't be home until 1 - which is around Ben's naptime. Sigh.
Bren's mom told him she wants to chip in for his daycare. My initial reaction was, "rawr, rawr, I can pay for my own children even if I kill myself doing it. rawr," but now I'm being more sensible - we could use the help and I can still work some more overtime and pay down my debt and save for the car. It bothers me that I sometimes react in such a negative way to Bren's mom and sister. For the most part, they have been very kind and accepting of Katie and me. It's just the little things - comments about my weight and our worthiness to have a honeymoon, the seeming uncaring of my feelings, and "ownership" of Ben - that add up to something much bigger in my mind.
We got the professional pics and I'll get off my butt soon and post about the wedding.
Bren's mom told him she wants to chip in for his daycare. My initial reaction was, "rawr, rawr, I can pay for my own children even if I kill myself doing it. rawr," but now I'm being more sensible - we could use the help and I can still work some more overtime and pay down my debt and save for the car. It bothers me that I sometimes react in such a negative way to Bren's mom and sister. For the most part, they have been very kind and accepting of Katie and me. It's just the little things - comments about my weight and our worthiness to have a honeymoon, the seeming uncaring of my feelings, and "ownership" of Ben - that add up to something much bigger in my mind.
We got the professional pics and I'll get off my butt soon and post about the wedding.