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Feb. 6th, 2008 08:07 am A. List Seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."
1. I'm obsessed with the wedding. So much that it takes over my dreams. It's constantly on my mind - which makes me not want to annoy Bren or anyone else by talking about it, because I know I won't be able to shut up.
2. I regret three out of the five people I've had sex with. The reasons for doing it weren't good ones - depression, revenge, to see if I could go there. One friendship was nearly ruined, and the other two kind of sent me on a downward spiral. I'm still having trouble getting myself back up. And I think I caused some harm, too.
3. I'm still afraid of my parents. I desperately want their approval and I want to lie whenever bad things happen. I've learned not to. Mainly because I'm terrible at it. My relationship with both of them has gotten much better over the last 6 years, but I want to have those warm fuzzies that we never had.
4. I really like my boobs. Feeding two babies hasn't really changed them. Sometimes before I get in the shower, I stare at them in the mirror and think, "I've got a really nice rack." :)
5. I eat corn on the cob in a weird way. I don't like frozen corn on the cob because I can't eat it the way I like to with fresh. I seperate the rows with my teeth and eat it one row at a time. The cob ends up almost completely clean. I've fascinated several people to the point where they've told others that they must watch me eat corn.
6. I really, really miss my friends. Even the ones who aren't my friends anymore and haven't been for a long time. I'm not good at making new ones - can't get Dena's words out of my head, so if I'm not annoying new people with my big brain, I usually just clam up in social situations - unless it's a family thing.
7. I want to be good at things so badly that if I think I'm going to suck, I just won't even do it. I think this comes from my family admonishing me for years about wanting to play the violin or write - there's such a small percentage of people who are successful at an artistic career that you have to be a prodigy to even try. I wish I knew how to stop thinking that way - it's been hammered into my brain since I was eleven.
I don't think I know seven people who want to do this or haven't done it already, so thbpt to you, rules!
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."
1. I'm obsessed with the wedding. So much that it takes over my dreams. It's constantly on my mind - which makes me not want to annoy Bren or anyone else by talking about it, because I know I won't be able to shut up.
2. I regret three out of the five people I've had sex with. The reasons for doing it weren't good ones - depression, revenge, to see if I could go there. One friendship was nearly ruined, and the other two kind of sent me on a downward spiral. I'm still having trouble getting myself back up. And I think I caused some harm, too.
3. I'm still afraid of my parents. I desperately want their approval and I want to lie whenever bad things happen. I've learned not to. Mainly because I'm terrible at it. My relationship with both of them has gotten much better over the last 6 years, but I want to have those warm fuzzies that we never had.
4. I really like my boobs. Feeding two babies hasn't really changed them. Sometimes before I get in the shower, I stare at them in the mirror and think, "I've got a really nice rack." :)
5. I eat corn on the cob in a weird way. I don't like frozen corn on the cob because I can't eat it the way I like to with fresh. I seperate the rows with my teeth and eat it one row at a time. The cob ends up almost completely clean. I've fascinated several people to the point where they've told others that they must watch me eat corn.
6. I really, really miss my friends. Even the ones who aren't my friends anymore and haven't been for a long time. I'm not good at making new ones - can't get Dena's words out of my head, so if I'm not annoying new people with my big brain, I usually just clam up in social situations - unless it's a family thing.
7. I want to be good at things so badly that if I think I'm going to suck, I just won't even do it. I think this comes from my family admonishing me for years about wanting to play the violin or write - there's such a small percentage of people who are successful at an artistic career that you have to be a prodigy to even try. I wish I knew how to stop thinking that way - it's been hammered into my brain since I was eleven.
I don't think I know seven people who want to do this or haven't done it already, so thbpt to you, rules!
