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Apr. 11th, 2008 01:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fisme_nasuSooooooooooooo, it's Friday again.
Bust - 50" = 0
Waist - 40" = 0
Hips 61.5 = + 1.5
Under belly - 55.5 = 0
Thigh 27.5 = 0
Upper arm - 18 = + .5
So, gain or no loss again. I've been really stressed out the last two weeks what with the whole dress experience and Ben teething, and that sends me straight to the refrigerator. Plus the good treadmill is busted and whenever I go to the gym, there are these three black guys there reeking of pot and taking turns using the other treadmill. So I've been only doing the bike. One of the girls in the wedding community suggested I try pilates, so I'm going to Target to pick up a dvd. I've done some yoga-ish exercises before and I'm told it's not that different - maybe faster.
I'm working really hard on trying to be ok with myself as I am now. It's pretty much one of the hardest things I've ever done. But I'm going to keep on trying, both inwardly and outwardly.
Work is kicking my ass - they're begging for overtime, I could really use the money, but I'm so exhausted. I really just need 8 hours of uninterrupted sleep. But that's not going to happen anytime soon. Ben is still in with us - there's no where else to put him - and putting him in bed with us when he wakes up is automatic now. Half the time, I don't even remember doing it. But he hates his crib and won't go to sleep unless he's held or nursed. We tried letting him cry it out, but the screams just got louder and louder. And he refuses to take the bottle. I hope he takes to the sippy cup, because I'm cutting his cute little butt off soon.
Bust - 50" = 0
Waist - 40" = 0
Hips 61.5 = + 1.5
Under belly - 55.5 = 0
Thigh 27.5 = 0
Upper arm - 18 = + .5
So, gain or no loss again. I've been really stressed out the last two weeks what with the whole dress experience and Ben teething, and that sends me straight to the refrigerator. Plus the good treadmill is busted and whenever I go to the gym, there are these three black guys there reeking of pot and taking turns using the other treadmill. So I've been only doing the bike. One of the girls in the wedding community suggested I try pilates, so I'm going to Target to pick up a dvd. I've done some yoga-ish exercises before and I'm told it's not that different - maybe faster.
I'm working really hard on trying to be ok with myself as I am now. It's pretty much one of the hardest things I've ever done. But I'm going to keep on trying, both inwardly and outwardly.
Work is kicking my ass - they're begging for overtime, I could really use the money, but I'm so exhausted. I really just need 8 hours of uninterrupted sleep. But that's not going to happen anytime soon. Ben is still in with us - there's no where else to put him - and putting him in bed with us when he wakes up is automatic now. Half the time, I don't even remember doing it. But he hates his crib and won't go to sleep unless he's held or nursed. We tried letting him cry it out, but the screams just got louder and louder. And he refuses to take the bottle. I hope he takes to the sippy cup, because I'm cutting his cute little butt off soon.
